Sunday, July 01, 2007
Just back from dinner with Aunt and my family .
while eating discussing about my maid .. cause she may be leaving this Sep.. =(
To be honest i was actually very close to my maid- Atik . She's been here in my family for about .. 4 years . Since i was Primary 4.
Still remember my previous maid who i had when i was Primary 3, she was dishonest, and was send off of course , Atik came just after her. One day, when we went down to buy ice cream , she sat on the "swings" beside me. That time maybe i was an ignorant girl . I told her all about that maid and i asked her "Would you do that too?" she just replied me forwardly "Why would i.. ? I came to work , there's no reason.. " . hahas i was pretty relieved then.
Since then i trusted her , she never let me down too :D . told her all my probs , even had a small diary until my mom found out =.= " . Still rmb when i was sick in school she would take a taxi over to fetch me . when i was young andd was afraid to be at home alone , she'd be there, even when i was bathing , she'd be outside sitting down and listening to me .. once in a while i would call out " Atik !!!? Are u still there?" she'll owaes give me a firm reply . hahas !
She took care of me when i was real sick .. that was when i was Primary 4 -5 , that November month .. i was very weak . She brought me to the docs , when i cant walk on , she'd place her hand on my waist and mine at her shoulder those type so she can support me . when i- worriedly- said " sorry , i know i very heavy " =.= den she even joke "no prob, u like that even the wind can blow you away" .. and den she piggy back me home . (:
Then .. she can communicate well with my grandmother and all , maybe she was here for quite some time .. can understand what we were saying .. from cantonese to Chinese ! X) she knew me all right , she knows about my 1st stead , and shes the only one who know my crush . :x and we used to joke that she watch me grow up from young till now .
But now .. she'd be leaving , my family is trying all ways to make her stay . if she left .. i'd feel really empty inside .. like nobody to chat with me now .. to accompany me .. to even share my troubles . arghh ,sickening thought .
At least leave after my birthday ..? so she can see me grow 1 year older..
